__unconditional__

I stared at him and told myself, "I know you can't be mine but I'm happy enough being with you everyday as my bestfriend."
I just cannot accept the fact that I'm doing everything for you not because your my bestfriend but because I'm falling for you.

You grabbed my hand one day and let me listen to a new song you like. I love it when we share our music together. I don't know how many times I held your hands but it sad to realize that holding your hands will not be forever. . . sadness!

Life is so tricky. You are free to choose a person to love at your own risk.
Love without expecting love in return.

I didn't have the strength to tell him how special he was to me and I didn't have any plan to, anyways. "This guy can never be mine.", that is what I kept telling to myself. Mutual understanding grew unconsciously and I didn't expect anything more than that.......


Ending...
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